The Power of Love

     There are many different forms of love.  I can love my dog, I can love the color purple, or I can love having a new car.  But this is not the kind of love I'm speaking of.  Then, there is romantic love.  You are young, and you fall in love.  You believe that you have the "perfect" mate.  You feel high on life and all is well with the world.  But. let's look at that "romantic" love ten years later.  You are married, or living together and you discover some things you don't like about your "perfect" mate.  He leaves his clothes all over the house, or he's makes messes on the dining room table.   If your mate is a woman, she may nag you to cut the grass, or pick up your clothes.  Where's the "romantic" love?  Reality has set in.  Now, begins the real test of love.  Can I look for my mate's good points?  Does he comfort me when I'm upset?  Does he work hard to earn a living?  Is he kind and compassionate to our children, if we have them.  Now, I have a choice.  I can dwell on all his flaws, and I can find many if I concentrate on them enough.  Or I can choose to look for his good qualities.  I can choose to be grateful and express gratitude to him or her.  I can choose to be kind and to overlook the habits I don't like.
      This is real love to choose to affirm and to be kind to your mate.   And we have that choice every day of our lives.  When we choose to really love our mates, as they are, we find peace, contentment, and serenity in our lives.
     Here is the fact, we are made to love and to love unconditionally.  The Bible states that we are made in God's image.  And God always loves us, no matter what.  And we are told to love your neighbor as yourself.  So, love really means that I look for the good in each person in my life.  But, what if that neighbor has harmed me in some way?  What if that neighbor has gossiped about me behind my back?  What if that neighbor has excluded me from neighborhood activities?  Again I have a choice.  I can get angry and hurt.  That is a normal human reaction.  But, what if I stay angry and resentful?  Then I lose my peace and serenity.  Remember, God built us to express love.  Love is a powerful emotion.  Love brings us closer to God.  And I want to be closer to God.
     There is a wonderful American Indian legend.  A father is teaching his young son.  He says, "Son, we have two wolves inside of us.  One wolf is angry and bares his teeth all the time.  The other wolf is loving, kind, and serene."  The son asks, "Father, which wolf is stronger"?   The father answers, "Son, it depends on which wolf you are feeding."
     So, which wolf are you feeding?  I suggest that you write a list of all the people you resent.  Then burn your list and send it up to your Higher Power.  Let Him take care of the ones you resent.  Your task, on this earth, and my task on this earth, is to be loving and kind as much as possible to each person in my life.  And here's the surprise, I feel better.  I feel peace and serenity.  Our souls want us to love.  Our souls want us to make this a better world.  Yes, we have much anger, and chaos in our world.  But, you can change the world by changing yourself.  You can choose to feed the kind, loving wolf.  We all have the same task, to make this a better world.  And you and I can do that by being kind and loving to every person in our lives today.  Start with today.    

Forgiveness -What is it really about?

Forgiveness - What is it really about?

 

Forgiveness is such a huge topic.  Where do I begin?  Well, I'll start with our family of origin.  They help to shape who we are as individuals.  Our mother, and father are the most important people in our lives from the moment we are born.  If we are lucky we have a loving mother who cuddles us, feeds us, and loves us unconditionally.  And if we are lucky we have a father who spends time with us, and teaches us how to live in this world.  But, for most of us, our parents are flawed human beings.  They are products of their own upbringing and they carry their own scars from their childhoods.  And, most of our parents are not aware of the ways they might have hurt us.

Maybe you had a mother who criticized you constantly.  Maybe your father used physical punishment to discipline you.  Maybe, no matter how hard you tried, you could not get your parents approval.  Perhaps you have a parent who stopped talking to you and you never had a chance to heal that relationship.  Perhaps, that parent has passed away and you are left with your feelings of hurt\, your feelings of abandonment.   Now what?  Do you cling to those feelings and feel bitterness and resentment?  You could, but you have a choice.

And here's the choice.  Do I want to live in the swamp of my resentment?  I could do that and I would feel depressed, or full of rage.  I could waste my days with feeling so sorry for myself.  Why me God?  What did I do to deserve this?  Well, actually, you did nothing.  Whatever your parents did to you was from their own emotional baggage.  So now, you have a choice.

You can choose to forgive them.  That does not mean you condone what they did.  Forgiveness is a gift you give to yourself.  Forgiveness frees you to love again, to live again, and to enjoy your life.  Who doesn't want peace and love in their hearts?

So how to forgive?  Here is a simple formula you can use.  You can pray that the person you resent have joy in their lives.  Or you could pray that the person you resent have peace and love in their lives.  When you pray for them, you receive the gift of love, peace, and joy.  But you must do this every day for at least a month.  And, every time, your feelings of hurt and bitterness pass through your mind, pray again for that person you resent.  Our minds are incredibly powerful.  And our thoughts and prayers shape us.  We can become better human beings each day.  The choice is ours.

The Importance of Kindness

     We all know the Golden Rule, "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."  Or the other way of saying this is from Leviticus, which states, "That which is hateful to you, do not do to another person."  Many of us believe that as long as we do not injure another person on purpose, we have fulfilled that commandment.  That is only the surface level of this commandment.  It's relatively easy to avoid doing anything to harm another physically.  But, how often, do we harm others emotionally?  Sometimes, we do it unintentionally, but sometimes we do it intentionally.

     Another way of saying this is to love your neighbor as yourself.  And your neighbor is everyone you come in contact with.  We all have contact, though superficial, with a salesperson, with a mailman, with a bus driver, with a person we may pass on the street, etc, etc, etc.  Do we smile at them?  Do we say hello to others we may pass on the street?  Do we think of other's happiness, or are we consumed with our own, self-centered thoughts and tasks.  The sad truth is that most of us think about ourselves, the majority of the time.

     You may ask, "Isn't that normal?"  Maybe.  But we are not fulfilling one of the greatest commandments.  Ask yourself, "Have I done anything for someone today, just simply to enrich that person"s life?  Have I done anything, without a thought of a reward to myself.  

     The power of kindness to others is well documented.  We know, through studies, that when we perform an act of kindness, we benefit ourselves, and we benefit the other person.  Simply put, we feel good when we can help another.  This goes even further.  Anyone who may witness our act of kindness also benefits emotionally.  An act of kindness can be as simple as holding a door open for the next person.  And another benefit of doing a kind act is that we are motivated to do more acts of kindness.

     The Bible is so clear about this.  We are told to help the widow and the orphan.  We are told to leave the edges of our fields unharvested, so that the poor may gather food.  Let's put that into modern terms.  In this country we have an abundance of food.  Well, most of us have an abundance of food.  But, some children go to bed hungry.  That is a crime in such a rich country as ours.  

     So, what can I do?  I can bring some cans of food to the local food pantry.  If I can't do that, I can give some of my time to help out at a soup kitchen.

     But, here's the most difficult part of that commandment.  What if my neighbor hurts me, emotionally?  Do I want revenge?  That is usually our first reaction.  But, if we hold onto that bitterness for too long, we punish ourselves, over and over.  We replay the scene in our heads over and over.   And we feel all of the hurt feelings over and over.  What if we never get an apology?  That's even more reason to let go of the hurt.  We can learn to forgive the person who hurt us.  We forgive to benefit ourselves.  The person who has hurt us has gone on with their lives.  We need to go on with our lives.

     I wish you all the gift of forgiveness.

Living The Serenity Prayer

Living The Serenity Prayer

Here it is:

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change

The courage to change the things I can

And the wisdom to know the difference

This is a simple little prayer, right?  Yes, it is simple, but hard to live in our lives.  First, of all, I know, intellectually, that I cannot change another person.  But, does that stop me from trying?   Of course not.  When I was newly married, I decided that I was going to put my husband on a diet.  Did I ask him what he wanted?  No, I just went out and bought "Weight Watchers Cookbook."  That's what a good wife was supposed to do in the '60's.  So what happened?  I cooked some wonderful recipes from this cookbook.  I lost weight and my husband didn't.  He didn't even thank me.  Why?  Because he never told me he wanted to lose weight!  On the contrary, he was perfectly happy as he was.

Now, let's fast forward to today.  I leave my husband to choose his own diet.  Diet, is the wrong word to use.  He eats cookies, cake, pies, etc. and he has no intention of stopping.  He is almost 80 years old and it hasn't killed him yet.  Most importantly, it is none of my business.  The same is true of all three of my adult children.  They lead their own lives.  Do I always like their choices? No.  But again, it is none of my business.  I have learned not to give advice unless I am asked.  I have learned to say, when I'm speaking to my children, "Do you want my advice or do you want me to listen?"   I am not perfect with this rule.  There are times I slip and start to give my opinion or advice.  My kids are very forgiving.  They do not tell me to shut up.  They then do whatever they had intended to do anyway.

Who else do I have no control over?  Well, my friends, my neighbors, my spiritual leaders, my congregation that I belong to, the mailman, the weather, etc, etc. etc.  Basically I have no control over anyone else in the world.  That makes it easy.  I only have to control myself.  And there are times that I don't even do that too well.  Sometimes, words pop out of my mouth that make me say oops.  Then I have to make amends.

So what can I control?  I can control my attitude towards other people.  I can be forgiving to those that have hurt me.  I am constantly working on this one.  Instead of wanting revenge, which is usually my go to feeling,  I can bless them.  They never have to know that I am silently praying for them.  Because it's not about them!  It's about me.  I don't want to carry resentments.  Resentments harm me, not the person that I am resenting.  Resentments keep me bitter and hardhearted.  That is what the Pharaoh was to the children of Israel as they were escaping slavery.  He was hardhearted and he was killed.  I don't want that in my life.  I don't want to be spiritually dead.  So, I constantly pray blessings over the people who have hurt me.  They probably don't even know they have hurt me, or more likely, they don't care.  That doesn't matter.  What matters is that I try to be a loving and caring person.  At the very least, I don't have to hate anyone.  They are struggling with their own lives. 

I have learned to forgive my parents.  They did some harm to me, but they also give me good qualities. They are both deceased and I want them to be at peace, and I want to be at peace.  I wish all of you peace, love, and joy in your lives today.

 

 

When Bad Things Happen to People - Number II

     It is now 7 years since I wrote my article,  "When Bad Things Happen to People."  Since that time my life has changed significantly.  I have had more physical problems.  In 2009 I found out that I had an angioma which was bleeding into my spinal cord.  I had surgery to remove it.  The surgery was successful in removing the culprit, but it left me with permanent deficits, I am now numb from my waist down to my toes.  I am learning acceptance again.  I am learning to accept myself, with my physical changes.  I am learning this lesson only with God"s help.  God is teaching me to be grateful for what I can still do.

                             I am grateful that I can still walk.
                    I am grateful that I can drive.
                    I am grateful for my family that loves me 
                    and supports me.
                    I am grateful for my friends who accept me
                    as I am.
                    I am grateful that I can enjoy a beautiful 
                    summer day.

                    I am grateful that I can still dance. 

                        There is so much more that I can be grateful for.  This has been a 

                   difficult journey.  I would never have chosen this path for myself.

                   but here it is.  Each day I have to pray for acceptance of my physical 

                   condition.  Each day is a new day and I have to know that all is well 

                   and that all my needs will be met.  I may not get everything that I 

                   want, but I will get everything that I need.   

                          Each day, I can choose my attitude.  I can be angry and resentful  

                   or I can enjoy my life exactly as it is.  I can enjoy having lunch with 

                   my daughter and my grandson.  I can enjoy the fact that they want to 

                   spend time with me.  I can curse my disability or I can focus on the 

                   beauty of the day.  I can focus on my magnificent purple flowers on

                  the front steps of my home.  I can focus on the blueness of the sky and 

                  the fluffy white clouds floating by my window  I can question why me 

                  God?  I can also choose to know that I don't have that answer and

                  perhaps I am not supposed to have that answer.  The more important 

                  question needs to be, "What am I doing with my life today?"  Do I feel 

                  sorry for myself?  I admit that sometimes I do.  But I try not to stay

                  sorry for myself.  That gets me nowhere because it doesn't change my 

                  physical condition and I've just added an emotional problem.  I want 

                  to choose gratitude because gratitude lifts my spirits and gives me the

                  energy to live the best life that I can live today.

                             I wish you all acceptance of yourself, acceptance of others, and 

                  joy and peace in your life.  We are all part of a Great Plan.  We are all 

                  exactly where we are supposed to be today.  Relish your life!  Enjoy

                  your life today!  Thank God for all of your gifts and talents.  Use those

                  gifts to make this a better world.